hi..
it has been a long time since i last wrote..
it's due now..i think..
why i'm writing back?
well..so many things happened in such a short time..
which most of it i called dugaan..
why dugaan?becoz it shook my senses..leaving me vulnerable..
it hurts deeply..painfully..
i'm not recovering yet..in the middle of ending this miserable thing..
hope everything will turn normal again..
and my baby can live happily..without having to be the watcher and listener..
poor girl..i owe u a big gigantic apology..
sungguh sakit.. bila org yg kita harapkan menjaga, memelihara dan melindungi tidak menjalankan tanggungjawabnya..lebih pedih bila kesemuanya jatuh atas bahu kita..
i may be a whiner..but i only whine on my rights..
i will continue whining till i get things straight and clear..
bosan jadi batu loncatan..benci jadi kambing hitam..
ade kwn2 ckp kt aku utk byk2 bersabar..perkara kecik x payahla nk gado pjg2..
i appreciate their advice n thought..
tapi..hmm..hard to say..
i'm the one who suffer..so i just can smile n say..we'll see..
so to all others who suffered the same problem..
bkn nk menghasut ke ape ke kan..sume tpulang pd diri sendiri..
mmgla sayang family..tp smpai bile bole tahan, ye x?
it's abour time u love urself n ur child..first..
period.
and friends..slamat bpuasa!
6 comments:
ni ke sebab anak ko masuk spital hari tuh azah? sabar ye azah... memang susah klu tersepit kat tgh2 mcm ni...
xla weng..dia masuk spital sbb dmam..
ehehhe..
tp x tau la kalu dia pn stress cam aku..huhuu..
slmt bpuasa!
sabar la azah...
aku doakan yang terbaik buat ko n family.. :)
selamat berpuasa n take care.
ngan:thanks a lot..
same goes to u..slmt bpuasa!
masalah lama ke azah? think whats best for heidi n u.. i know u can overcome this
hope u can manage n cope with it...remember there are pro's and con's for the action u may take..
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