menulis kembali perasaan di sini

ikutkan hati bukan cara ini yang aku suka tapi kerana terpaksa aku perlu luahkan rasa. rasa yang membuku yang tiada siapa tahu kerana penceritaannya tidak pernah berlaku.

perlukah aku berkecil hati bila rasa ketidakadilan membelenggu diri? aku anak yang terasa sangat dipinggirkan kini. punya ibu bapa tetapi mereka punya wasangka padaku. punya adik lelaki tetapi kerana dia semua ini terjadi. punya juga adik perempuan yang sangat beruntung wujud dirinya. aku seolah tiada lagi fungsi di dalam keluarga ini.

yang tinggal hanya aku dan si kecil itu menghadapi hari secara syok sendiri..huhuu..

O.V.E.R.S.P.E.N.T

woo hoo..
tolak arini tinggal 8 hari lagi nk raya..and i've been spending a lot..
a lot means banyaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkk sgt duit aku kuar mcm air..gosh!

masuk smlm je aku da blanja RM500++..just for heidi...heidi saje ok..how lah!
bile kire2 balik...gulp..oh no! nk menyesal silap ar kan..
tp aku x kisah la..sbb all the clothing yg i beli utk makcik kecik tu sume i sker..terbaekk!
lgpun..adela pakcik baik ati btau muke heidi cam laki..OMG..nk je aku tampar muke org tu..haha..emo!
so aku beli la dressess yg cantik utk btau yg my princess to is actually a princess..haha..

tu belum lg beli aksesori umah, baking supplies nk wt kukis raya, biskut raya,so on n so forth..


fuhhh..pokai ranap aku bulan nih..


p/s: da la bengang kump sokongan je dapat bonus..mcm aku ni duit berkepuk2 je la kan..pftt!

dilemma

i'm in dilemma right now..
sangat rasa serba salah..confused..blank..blur..sumerlah..

dia suda kerja kembali..
baguskah? tidak baguskah?
betul2 ke dia da berubah?

tp hati saya mcm2 rase..
mcm da x nk..mcm nak..
mcm kesian..
menyampah da pasti..tp benci tu sikit lagi..

tp sekarang dia da keja..
dan dia janji akan mulakan tanggungjawab dia lepas ni..
tp smpai matikah? ke hangat2 taik babi je..haih!
apekah takkan berulang? apekah akan berulang?
wahh..tersepit saya ni..

takpe..takpe..
korang sume tak payah runsing..
biar saya sorang je yang pening..
korang baca je..
toksah pikir ape-ape..

ramadhan:day 6

today is the 6th day of ramadhan..

smlm was not a good day for me..
am only breakfasting at 8..
reason why?hmm..got into fight again..duh!
tp lantakla..i'm calm now..
and much better..

smlm..marah2 tp still masak jugak (xdela nk kate baik..tp kalu x masak nk mkn pe la plak kan..)
i masak kembong tempoyak cair, kentang goreng berlada n tumis kubis..
mcm sedap..tp selera kaput..so mkn skali tu je la..eh baru pasan ah..da 2 3 arini mkn skali jugakla..xde tambah2..pkembangan nih..hopefully can shed SOME weight..eheheh
heidi pn skrg baru ok tastebud dia..before this bagila pape pn..haraaaamm nk makan..
like the other day, she ate rice+serunding daging, pastu mkn plak koko krunch+milk..wah..habis ko..
licinn..

smlm gak baca blog kak aishah..and ade satu post tu psl her twins latest vocabs..tgelak baca..
so trase gak mcm nk share latest vocabs heidi..bykla sangat..tp jarang yg bebutir..(ala..nnti da pndai ckp ko plak yg x larat layan wehh..eehehe)
since heidi are sent to nursery..so bykla yg dia pndaikan..tp have to tapis her words..taula anta nursery ni..and consider today's generation yg bapakla bijaknyer..ishh..bykla nk kene tapis..
so here are some of the vocabs yg dia tgh nk discover:

- 'ef si si : its either KFC or KLCC..dia confuse ok..bile soh sbut K.F.C dia ikutla..pstu kang dia sebutla bnde ni balik..
- bom : baring
- mama, heidi cing (sambil tunjuk suar dia) / mama, yak : i ajar dia sblm nk kncing or berak cakap..dia x..da settle baru btau..sungguhla budak nih..
- popo pwunch : koko krunch
- asik : nasi
- ecoh aa : kecoh ar..(klaka gile dia ckp ni..lembut je suare dia)
- abam : abang (but refer it to her father..bley?)
- tomes : thomas, henwy: henry,ercy:percy,dabes:douglas,duna:donald,germs:james,
euwerd:edward,doden:gordon (all thomas n friends nyer character..hafal okeh)
- iee..suk: iee..busuk (especially seluar,diapers)

tu la antaranya..byk lagi but she's progressing..hopefully she can speak clearly upon nearing 3 y.o..

ok..have to stop here..got meeting..
daaa..

MOTS : for those who sent kids to nursery..mmgla kne bt prevention action everytime balik umah..especially on their use of words..ckp kt dorg which word is good and which aren't..mmgla dorg x paham..tp later..they will get it..and limit urself from using it (peringatan khas utk saya..huhuu)

keracunan makanan yang diracun. AH?APE??

jumaat mlm sbtu lepas perut aku sakit..gile babi nyer sakit smpai aku rase slsema babi pn x sakit camtu (giler ah leh tau H1N1 sakit caner..)dlm hati "ahh..sok nk pose..xkn nk sakit cmni gak? sejak bile plak perut aku xleh adapt x mkn sehari ni..sengal" so aku bt xtau je..padehal..



esoknyer..



babah kejut aku bgn sahur..mkn nasik lebey kurang..pstu mase nk minum air ttibe rase mual nk muntah.."cis..xleh jadi ni.."aku masuk bilik air nk bteleku jap..skali kuar abis sume sgala mala mknn aku.."ahh..cirit la plak.."xpe aku ttp maintain..



siangnyer..



melepek xleh bt pe..nk tlg masak pn fail..bgn je rase nk muntah..bgn jer rase nk tcirit..last2 aku tsadai je atas katil smpai bukak pose..(tetap gagah ok nk pose gak..tsk)seb baek ade adik tlg jagakan heidi..seb baek heidi sporting maut x kaco aku tdo..fuhh..



mlm lps bukak pose..



x settle lg prob aku ni..mkn pn rase pasir je..aku terpikir..pe la yg aku kunyah aritu..last2 aku bt ksimpulan aku mkn mkanan yg tlh diracuni dicemari..so maknanye aku da kene food poisoning la nih..duh..benci!
so esok sahur pn slambe muntah n cirit..last2 aku sound kt babah "krg bwk along g klinik tau.." x bleh blah la..

gi klinik doc prescribed byk gile ubat..6 jenis banyakla tu kan..so mendapatla aku x pose smlm..sbb x tahan gile..eheheh..xpe nnti ganti..


MOTS: tutup mknn dgn cling wrap..jgn men letak je bwh tudung saji..maybe lalats xleh masuk..tp bntg len i.e lipas boleh..(kt kuarters aku tu..koloni lipas sdg bmaharajalela..)

how to say this?

hi..
it has been a long time since i last wrote..
it's due now..i think..
why i'm writing back?
well..so many things happened in such a short time..
which most of it i called dugaan..
why dugaan?becoz it shook my senses..leaving me vulnerable..
it hurts deeply..painfully..

i'm not recovering yet..in the middle of ending this miserable thing..
hope everything will turn normal again..
and my baby can live happily..without having to be the watcher and listener..
poor girl..i owe u a big gigantic apology..

sungguh sakit.. bila org yg kita harapkan menjaga, memelihara dan melindungi tidak menjalankan tanggungjawabnya..lebih pedih bila kesemuanya jatuh atas bahu kita..

i may be a whiner..but i only whine on my rights..
i will continue whining till i get things straight and clear..
bosan jadi batu loncatan..benci jadi kambing hitam..

ade kwn2 ckp kt aku utk byk2 bersabar..perkara kecik x payahla nk gado pjg2..
i appreciate their advice n thought..
tapi..hmm..hard to say..
i'm the one who suffer..so i just can smile n say..we'll see..

so to all others who suffered the same problem..
bkn nk menghasut ke ape ke kan..sume tpulang pd diri sendiri..
mmgla sayang family..tp smpai bile bole tahan, ye x?
it's abour time u love urself n ur child..first..
period.

and friends..slamat bpuasa!

i watched town

hello people..i'm back..

lame kan..x tulis kt sini..bzla..

lgpun skrg ni aku kt jepun..so smntara ade byk citer nih..

n fresh..baikla aku hapdet blog ni..

1st town yg aku g scara official ialah kurihashi town..

asal official?ehehehe..

sbb da tmasuk lam syllabus course ni..kire wajib pegila kn..

tmpt ni dlu kene taufan..dulu tu thn 1947..

pstu ade levee pecah kt area situ..n banjir teruk la..

ramai la org yg mati n reta bnda hancus..

eh..eh..korg taukan levee tu ape kan..

tau kan..baguss..






so in order to prevent the next catastrophe (kalu ade..) dorg pn construct la super levee..

bapakla tinggi levee tu..da macam bukit di depan umah anda..ehehehhe..

tinggi wei..lebih 7 meter ade..

tp yg syoknyer..atr levee ngan sungai tu ade flood plain..

so mase musim x banjir..mcm2 aktiviti la dorg bt kt situ..

kire mcm kawasan lapang utk berekreasi..

(mase aku g..ade sorg pakcik tu tgh main golf..testing power sehh..)

dlm ati aku..tmpt korg luas terbentang..nk bt cam ni mmg la xde hal..tanah pn byk

cube test kt malaysia..confirm mngaum sume org..

xleh tgk sungai la..sungai sumber inspirasi la..ape kami nk makan kalu da x nmpk sungai la..

tanah mahal la..apela..bla bla bla..wtf?

oo..tp buang segala mak nenek smpah lam sungai tu xpe plak..

xde plak pk sungai tu sumber kehidupan..slambe je kotorkn sungai xdela plak pk sg tu utk generasi akan dtg..

poyo!!psycho!! (emo plak aku..)


but it is true right? this is what currently happen in msia right?

full of absent-minded ppl..mybe not all..but some ppl has tarnish the good quality of our environment..

so that the young gen wont longer be able to appreciate the environment..poor them *sighh*


so korang2..pe lagi..
do something for our river..

start la dgn tidak mmbuang smpah ke dalam sungai..

(aku ng mother aku penah sound makcik buang smpah lam sungai..eheheh..padan muka!)

..p-chan..

ni special entry utk mamat siam yg aku knal kt sini..

dia ni gile open minded ok..

sgt sporting maut..

n sgt penyabar..

kt sini course group aku ni..peserta dia mainly org2 veteran..

ala level2 mr. lim n kppk kt ofis tuh..

director pn ade ok..(pakcik kt sblh dia tu adelah seorang director..)

so dorg nih..agakla buta it n teknologi sket..

bkn agakla..memang selenga la..

so nk dijadikan citer..kire aku n mamat ni macam terer la GIS n HECRAS.. (i x puji diri ok..dorg yg ckp..)

so papehal msti tuju kt aku or kt dia..

tp yg aku plg respectnyer..dia boleh tu tahan melayan pangai2 pakcik2 yg x reti2..

eventho da explain 18 kali..ehehehhe..

compare ngan aku..nipis jer aku nyer sabarkan..

kejap je aku da hangin..

last2 aku ckp ikut je manual yg lecturer da bagi tu..

sengal je aku ni..

yer ar..explain skali dua aku tahan lg beb..ni asyikla soh aku explain bnde sama..

n keep on bt salah kt bnde yg sama..panas ar aku..

tp dia ar slalu tlg explain balik..

baguskan..

tu jer la..

lg pun dia macho n cool..

sbb tu relax jer kawan ng dia..

ehehehhe..

(sengal lah aku nih!)

shinjuku to roppongi

NOTE: ENTRY NI AGAK 18SX OK..SO PADA SESAPE YG MERASAKAN PEMIKIRAN MEREKA ADELAH SUCI MURNI X MACAM AKU NI..SILA SKIP ENTRY NI..UTK KEBAIKAN BERSAMA..CEH..

shinjuku?roppongi?ape tu?ape yg rompong.. (bak kate father ku..)

nama tmpt la oii..dua tmpt yg aku pegi ng si rosly..

dia kan lom jalan lg..aritu kne allergic humidity..kne kuarantin sminggu lam bilik..

so 1st place kitorg singgah shinjuku..jalan2..

lgpun si mamat tuh ade mission..ko nk tau?

xyahla kot..tp aku tnjuk gmbr je ok..ehehehhe..

sgt blue ok..mission kitorg..

tp org sini mmg slambe yaya..kt lam train pn ade iklan perkhidmatan..

ehh..korg ni leh tgkp ke pe aku ckp nih..

tangkapla cepat..snang aku citer..hihii..

ok..mmule kitorg round tmpt lain dlu lps da jmpe kdai tu..
sbb mamat tu kate pegi kdai nih last..
aku on jer..jln la smpai kjauhan..skali aku jmpe isetan..
(korang mesti rase aku jakun kan..lantak la..)
tp isetan sini sgt besar hokay..xde nyer stakat 1-2 lot..
building dia ade 3-4 buah kt satu tmpt tu..
caner tu nk g shopping..tp aku x masuk pn..
sbb aku tau barang dia bapak mahal..
so aku amik gmbr jer la..

pstu jnjalan lagi aku jmpe kinokuniya plak..ahahhaha..

ni anak buah aku msti suker..sbb dorg kan suke sidai bontot dorg kt kino klcc tuh..

x makan pn xpe..

pstu da abis pusing (aku pegi one side je..another side x pegi sbb nk g roppongi plak..)

kitorg patah la balik g kedai td..korg tgk je la gmbr kt bawah ni ek..

wah liau..ko nk ape..ckp jer..sume ade..

si rosly da mcm kne sawan kt kedai tu (opppsss..pecah do rasia mamat tuh..korg baca dndiam je tau..jgn btau dia plak..mati aku..) x tau nk pilih ape..sume dia nk bli..tp aku x tgk la ape dia beli..malas aku ah..

aku pusing satu kedai tu (kedai tu kecik je..ko slh pusing..abis jatuh sume brg..pstu ko bygkan la ko nk angkat tuuut letak balik kt atas shelf tu..uiiihh..haru giler..) n end up beli ssuatu utk ssorang..kan ade org pesan aritu..(siapakah dia..tgu aku balik ofis..eheheh..(buat saspen cam celaka je aku ni kan!))

pastu aku kne tgu mamat tu sudahkan misi dia..lame tu dia kt lam kdai tu..

pstu kitorg moved on g roppongi lak..nk carik baju si dak paiez..

satu je kt jepun ni..kalu ko master dorang nyer public transport system..esp train line..

ko da leh dok kt jpun ni forever..siyes..xyah blaja ckp jpun pn xpe..

smpai roppongi trus mlilau carik HRC Roppongi..seb baek snang jmpe..

time da petang..so xdela lame sgt..n aku x pegi jln mane pn..

lps beli baju igt nk balik..tp aku tnmpk la pulak kedai duty free..

aku heret rosli masuk..pstu aku mulela rmbang mata..

sbb mase x ckup je aku x beli satu kedai tu..kalu x...huhuuu..

da abes bli..ape lg balik la..naik turun tukar train cam biase..

n safely arrived kt centre ngam2 time mkn..

ehehehhe..terer kan..

so lg update..tunggguuuuuu..

tokyo tour..

pictures always tell a thousand things right..x kirela ko nk pandang baik ke x..
maka dengan itu..sila la layan gegambau yg aku upload nih..
maha banyak la gambar aku kan..tp xdela kuasa aku nk upload sume heh..
nk tgk lagi byk kalu..g la layan flickr aku..hihii..


tp knela citer gak sket..
aku g tokyo ni join ade satu group lain..kbetulan dorg nk g tokyo..
last minute plan ok..aku kan sker tukar2 mood nih..
aku pegi 1st week aku smpai jepun..smgt giler g jalan..
so kitorg g mnyusur jln2 kt tokyo ni g tmpt best2..
tp x g shopping complex la..*sigh*..
elok gak tu..kalu x kang tbelahak lak aku bli mcm2 bnde..

so kitorg singgah g NHK museum..ala channel tv yg famous kt jepun nih..
pstu g shrine, g park pastu g tokyo tower..
jauh ko..adela dkt 10 km aku jln..bole?
stop kt tokyo stn..jalan smpai tokyo tower..adela kt 2 jam bjalan..
tp stop2 la..gile ko jln non-stop..
*aku patut masuk marathon x..ko rase?? hihii*

sume tmpt2 tu best..tp syg mase smpai tokyo tower..
org punyerla ramei..mnderu2 jer dtg nk naik..
so bdk2 ni ckp ari pn da lewat..
kitorg pn x naik..
tp yg syok nyer dlm group tu ade la mamat yemen sorg ni..
dia da penah dtg kl n da penah naik KL tower (malu tauu i mase tu..aku xpenah pn naik kl tower tuh..wtf?)
dia tnye aku mane lg tinggi, menara ni ke kl tower..aku ckpla kl tower la tinggi..
dia leh ckp ape ko tauu.."ok then,i dont need to get into this tower..coz i've been to much higher tower than this.." huhuuu ko..tharu aku seh..giler suke dia ng msia..
coz along d way tu x abis2 puji msia..n ade sorg minah tonga ni plak..yg pkai baju merah lam gmbr tu..asyikla nyanyi lagu malaysia truly asia..
ko x bangga time tu? uihh..manjang aku sengih jer..aku pn x hapal lagu tu oii..


so..moralnyer..jadila rakyat yg mnyayangi negaranya..
jgn buat onar..x baik tau..
(ade kene mengena x ng post aku ni..lantak la..ngee..)
all in all..aku sker jln kt tmpt yg cuaca dia x mengizinkan ko bpeluh..
sbb ko xkan rase penat..ko jln la jauh mane pn..ttp x rase sgt kpenatan nyer..
kaki jer letih..


so until i see u again..enjoy!!

welcome to japan

konnichiwa..

da nk balik baru nk citer psl jepun kan..

well i'm busy here..aku igt dtg jepun ni boley la nk lepak2..release tension..

igtkan course ni stress-free..rupenya xdela gak..tension jugak sbb byk bende kene buat..

nevertheless, i enjoyed being here..best!!

ok..aku citerla perjalanan aku kt sini..xdela mncabar pun..biase jer..

i reached narita airport at around 6 am something..

uiihh ko..terang bnderang cam da kul 8..nama pun negara matahari terbit kan..

then we moved to jica tsukuba by taxi provided by jica..

taxi driver yg bawak aku ni haram sepatah english pn dia x tau..

aku tanyer ape pun sume dia "no" kan jer..cett..

si rosly, budak opis aku dr mula nk pegi smpai la da smpai jepun..
manjang merungut..dia x rela nk dtg..sbb dia da tau dia kne g tuka sepang..
well..congratz JD..keje la elok2..ehehhehe..masak la ko pasni..
ok..sambung..smpai tsukuba..kitorg dapat bilik..
masuk jer..aku kmas aper patut..terus aku padam..
letih seh..lam flight x leh tdo..
sgt x selesa..
since aritu xde aktiviti..aku mmbuta la smpai ke ptg..
pstu bgn kuar g amik angin..
mase ni xde la sejuk sgt lagi..sejuk tp x sejuk sgt..ehehehehh..
korang paham x ni??

so tu la pengalaman pertama aku smpai kt jpun ni..

mcm x bestkan but wait for the next update..

meriah ko..

by the way, aku nk story-mory sket cite kt klia b4 departure..

segerombolan ok..family aku dtg..tmasukla in-laws aku yg aku x sangka dorg pn nk dtg..

isk..iskk..tharu beb..

mcm la aku nk g oversea 18 tahun kan..

ramai tu..n father aku pn bmurah hati la membelanja kitorang mkn KFC..

ko taukan KFC klia ni slightly expensive dr KFC kt luar..

whateverla..janji kenyang..huhuuu..

so masa aku nk masuk departure hall tu..

heidi mcm da sensed something was going wrong..

mmule mcm gembira ria..skali dia tgk aku stat salam org..dia da mule resah..

pstu ibu dia (my lil sis) dukung dia sbb aku da nk turun..

pstu wah ko..kdgran la suara merdu dia tu..

cpt2 adik aku bawak larik x kasi dia tgk aku..

waaaa..sedih..

aku pn jalan la cpt2 masuk hall..the sooner the better..hihii..

so that's it for this time..
aku ade keje tertangguh la..report nk kene siapkan..
rase cam blaja pn ade..

till then mates...daaa..

heidi kedemaman..

tajuk entry ni mcm ntah pape kan..
tp betul la..anak aku demam kt msia..sedih dowh aku kt sini..
laki aku anta gmbr dia baru lps mkn ubat..sgt sayu ok muke dia..
waaaa..
cuma aku x suke laki aku sikat rmbut dia cmtu..ieww..x cun ahh..
lenkali jgn sikat rmbut dia belah tepi ok..sikat ke blkg..
dmam dia ni kjap ok..kjap x..
kjap aritu mcm da sihat walafiat (b4 aku g jepun dia dmam gak)..
aku g jpun je dia dmam balik..
balik ni igt nk bwk dia g amik blood test la..
so korang layan la muke sayu mayu dia ni..sian aku nengok..
sengih pn mcm nk x nk jer..

i miss u darling...

x bleh tahanlah..

hey everybody..good moooooooorrningg..

wah..greeting mcm ceria jer kan..
but actually i'm pissed off right now..i so cannot stand with selfish ppl..
alkesahnye..ade la sorg pompuan kt opis aku ni ha..
da tua da..tp x sedo diri la tu gamaknyer..keje nk senang je..tp yg plg penting sume yg dia kne buat perlu di'tai-chi' kpd org lain..tp nama msti bg kt dia

de sorg bos kt opis aku ni..bg la arahan utk submit jwp soklan parlimen straight to her..
but the best part was..she's not even handling this matter..so i was wondering how on earth can she gave such instruction when she was not the right person to do so..

then..aku dapatla satu cerita..
actually this pompuan went to this boss room..n come to know her..she is very good ass-licker..
so she persuaded this boss to use her name to save her from doing that job..
eh,korang paham x pe aku citer ni..
then after getting the green light..she type the email using this boss address..
then there goes the instruction..as simple as that..

senangkan zaman skang..arah jer bos soh bt keje..
bodek sana sket..sini sket..rengek2 sket..nanges2..
pastu tadaaaaa..'keje i da siap...'

hikksss..what a wonderful world..

monday blues..always..

hello..
boringla arini..mandom giler..buat minit mtg pn thegeh2 je nk siapkan..
bkn pe..rase x sedap badan..batuk+selsema da dkt seminggu nih..
x baik2 gak..pastu la ni rase nk dmam la plaks..citt..

esok aku nk g macres..nk bli satellite image..
owh..de satu citer best..
td ade sorg mamat ni tepon offcemate aku..
di ni nk carik projek sbnrnye..mcm2la dia cite n tnye jnji dpt info..
yg aku hanginnyer..ade one time aku tlg jwbkn phone..
dia bole nk bodo2kn aku gak tnye soklan bodo..
pakai jer la aku ni org gomen kan..
sbb mngenangkn etika kerja je la aku x maki hamun mamat tu..
da la gua x sedap bdn..lg layan org x reti bhasa nih..wah..mncabar sungguh tau!
truji i!

pstu bkn cal skali dua jer..nk masuk 5 6 kali dia dok dail no opis aku nih..
kawan pak lah konon..kalu lu geng dia..jmpe dia trusla..
dia kan sker bg projek kt kaum2 dia yg *tuuuut* tu..

k lah..aku da nk cha alif but nih..
laki i da tgu kt bwh..
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daaaaa..

a daughter with her new walking feet *confused*

this is heidi azra. she is 1 year and 2 months old. recently, short after her first birthday she discovered her new ability i.e walking. since then, she never stop walking, never for long. she will walks in the hall,into the kitchen,the bedroom,the bathroom and every single space that she can reach. if she is outside, she will walk the long way just to enjoy the beauty of walking.actually, when u see her walking, it is more like running. her mama and papa are being forced to keep pace with her so that she will not tumble down.

for the sake of her new walking feet, her mama n papa had bought her two pairs of new shoes. one is from puma n another one is adidas.
can u see the pattern?it is generally for boys, but hey who cares? when u have a daughter who is as hyper as a boy can be, u won't consider to buy her pretty-girly-pink-petite-cute shoe because at the end of the day (i mean about 1 week or so) u sure have to buy her a new pair of shoe which is much more durable n lasts for seasons. but for her adidas shoe, it's pink anyway..hehe.

moral of the story : let ur child discover the beauty of the world with his/her own feet so that he/she won't blame u if someday they cannot recognize between column and pole..ehehehhe (my daughter hit a concrete column when she was busy staring at a sign pole while walking).

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hi all..
hari ni birthday heidi azra..
she is 1 yo today..

siapa heidi?
baby i la...

sempena birthday heidi..
aku akan start tulis blog nih..
macam rajin..
tp xpe..aku cube..

manela tau kan..
da tiap2 hari tulis..
jadi gile rajin plak..
asyik nk update jer..

will see..

to my dear supergirl..
happy birthday sweetie..
i luv u..so damn much..

semata-mata..

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